friday night.

valentine's day. - the boys surprised us with the classroom filled with flowers.. teachers were in on it. they were supposed to talk to us about some 'serious matters' including the high school principal. then they said the high school principal wanted to talk to us so we had to go back to our classroom.. then BOOM. flowers everywhere. then the boys had flowers to give one girl. haha. carlo gave me his flowers. haha. maybe he knew no one would give me. haha it was out of pity. wahaha! but anyway. it was very sweet. THANK YOU, BOYS!

ok ok. so the ateneo prom is tomorrow. so yes. i am nervous and yet, excited at the same time.

my birthday's next week! :) BOOM! EK with the friends. so excited!

-FAITH-

-the weekend-

finally! the weekend! haha. went out with karla, david, albert and carlo last night. it was fun. we visited our friend in asian then we like had this food trip thing. wahaha! anyway..

a week till the ateneo prom. and i just came from my dress fitting. haha. the color of dress is black and pink :) wahaha! well :) but then my date's gonna be in blue..haha owell.

i love my life. there have been some problems lately.. but still i'm lovin life. thanks to my boy who has been a faithful friend. :) yeah, we're just friends now but he's been right there for me ever since. so thank you.

valentine's day is coming. and again, i'm not expecting anything. haha! the perfect gift. which i received from this guy last year.. who i practically don't know now.. haha. basta yun.

i have to go. it's homework day since i got a date tomorrow ;) ahaha. so yeah. byeeee :)

-FAITH-

a gloomy day on the month of love.

i wanna be absent tomorrow.. and i will make a way.

a lil something something i wrote in class today.. albert was reading while i was writing this and he didn't understand a thing. hahaha! so here:

Sheer competence for you has been nothing but tragic. The senses of you having someone else has hopefully come to nothing but guilt. With you, I will always want more than you can give. You are not the person I fell for nor will you ever be. Apologetic words from you will never end but your volition to hurt me has destroyed all this. When all this will come to pass and one day, I'll be gone, you will come across this and would hopefully result in tears. My mind, quite in a pandemonium right now has made me emotionally distracted upon which is a feeling i am supposed to avoid. I have been altruistic and yet complacent when it comes to you but you, my dear, have been nothing but selfish and inconsiderate. I hope and pray that you will uncover such writings upon which I have bestowed my emotions and wherein you will be able to know how much sacrifices I have considerably made for you. You have been a tremendous blessing when it was the start of us and yet, in the end, you turned out to be an agonizing and terrible pain. For now, I will bid you farewell, my friend, such sorrow I have within me as i am sequestered from the one I truly love. I'm sorry that all this had come to pass, but that is what life is built upon, pain, agony, incredible fear, and conquerable situations.

well! what can i say. i was deperessed. i need albert. my big bestfriend. ahaha. he makes me laugh all the time. love you, boy! lol. so yeah. my sched's been pretty hectic. haha. crazy man. but fun!

ok! so who was at MANIFESTO.. aka MIRACULO? i thought it was cancelled so i made other plans. ugh. it really pissed me off when i found out it pushed through.

anyway. i have to go. so much things to do. ugh. life.

-FAITH

january 28, 2007-sunday 2:30pm

ok ok. i know i haven't written for so long. i'm sorry. december was just very busy for me. and today was the only time i was able to sit down and blog. haha.

well! things have been very tiring for me. from school to meetings to prom season and even to parties. but then it's all good.

MY FEB SCHED:

FEB 1&2- JUNIOR STUDENT CONVENTION
FEB 2- DEADLINE FOR YEARBOOK WRITE UPS
             LSGH PRE-PROM PARTY
FEB 6- JORDAN'S BIRTHDAY
FEB 10- SCIENCE QUIZ BEE IN SCHOOL
FEB 15- ALBERT'S BIRTHDAY
FEB 17- FAMILY DAY (i think)
               ATENEO PROM
FEB 24- MY BIRTHDAY! 
               SAM'S DEBUT
FEB 24 or 25- EK WITH FRIENDS

so yeah. that's what i have so far. ahaha. i know i have more events but i just don't remember what they are i cant seem to find my planner. lol ☺

things have been great. from school to friends to family and to my guy. we're just friends now. haha yeah. i don't think things we're really working out when we were a little more than friends. y'know. but yeah. of course, we still are friends. thank God.

ok to the following.. you guys are invited to go with me to ek on either feb 24 or 25 :)

kiana valenciano
sofia padilla
carlo sy
albert holgado
karla enoval
karissa huyong
marielle roxas
jm tapnio
david tolentino
bethany ongtangco
joise juan
matt manankil
ava antonio

anyway, i have to go now. still have to do some homework stuff. ahaha. byeeee.

always and forever, you and i :)

my weekend was totally fun! so saturday.. i slept from 7am to 4pm since we had this recording thing the day before right? so.. as soon as i woke up.. i packed up for the sleepover at kiana's. and then i dressed up and all. so then i met her in church.. together with her two schoolmates, anya and tricia. haha. it was the first time i met them but we clicked right away. we left the church at around 8pm. then we passed by mcdo before going to kiana's house. we were supposed to go bowling with tito gary but we got home late already. anyway, we ordered pizza. and ate a lot. lol. then we walked around.. etc. danced to some music.. talked about kilig and heartbreaking moments.. etc. then we kinda fell asleep early.. at around 1am. cause kiana, anya and tricia had school that day and i had a recording so we were all tired and fell asleep while watching the lakehouse. though it was me who fell asleep last. lol.

sunday- we woke up early! i think it was at around 8am.. haha. then we started dressing up and all. changing, dressing up, etc.loved it. anya and tricia left at around 11am. so it was kiana and i.. then she started painting this bottle for her lola. KIANA VALENCIANO-A GREAT ARTIST. hahaha. love you, ki! ;) then we started playing with paint and put our handprints on her wall. haha lotsa handprints. then after a while, we had to get ready for the pangilinan family lunch that was going to be held there. i met most of her cousins but we just stayed downstairs and kian used the imac. haha. her cousins were too busy watching the pacquiao fight (even though it was just a replay) and playing this xbox game. we left the house at 5:15 and headed off for church.

when we got there, we hung out with sofia and chris.. hahaha. fun. as usual. :) so yeah. then we went home.. there. :) lol.

yesterday was one of the best days of my entire life. and i didn't expect it to be. :)

k! yesterday was the hillsong concert. after school, jm, bethany, karissa and carlo went to my house since they were hitching with me going to the concert. it was still to early to leave so we hung out in our veranda, sala.. etc. we made popcorn. haha! then anyway.. we went to my room to cool ourselves since it was really hot. AIRCON, baby! wahaha. then we played some music and danced around. haha. my room was a total mess. then carlo played pa with the sleeping bag. haha. then we started getting ready.. girls, upstairs.. carlo and jm downstairs.. my dad picked us up at around 6pm which was really late cause they were opening the gates at 7pm!

but anyway.. on our way.. we passed by mcdo. again. haha. and ordered a lot. lol. then we headed off na to the concert. when my dad dropped us off, jm, bethany and karissa went to another entrance cause they had different tickets from the tickets carlo and i had. ours was closer. wahaha. oh. i saw miguel calayan. haha. their seats were right infront of ours. so yeah. lol. said hi.. anyway..... it rocked!

everyone was jumping around and screaming! well, that's how really concerts are. but it was fun cause i was with my bestfriend and other schoolmates. :) too bad my guy didn't go though :( so anyhow.. carlo and i stood up on our seats to see better and we were jumping on the seats! lol! hahaha. it was amazing. :) LOVE YOU, GUYS! ;) it ended at around 11:30. early noh?

so yeah.. carlo hitched with me going home.. since his parents were gonna pick him up in my house. on our way back.. we passed by.. (no, not mcdo. haha) starbucks. then when we got home.. at around 12mn.. his parents weren't there yet so we hung out sa sala. my mom, carlo and i were talking about stuff. haha. i mean lotsa stuff. from love crap to carlo's shoes. haha. labo noh? he was picked up at passed 2am! which was cool since all we did was talk. haha. so yeah. i loved yesterday.

kiana, thanks for the weekend. i needed it. :) i had a lotta fun. so thanks for that ;)

carlo, thank you so much for staying with me the whole time and for being such an overprotective bestfriend. which is cool. haha. thanks again.

oh. and to my guy.. thanks for suprising me :) hahaha! i won't tell you guys how. but yeah. he did. and i so love him more for it. ;) it was so sweet of you.

i love you :)

much love..

xox,

.FAITH.